Gloomy Morning

I'm listening to this song while i wrote my feelings today.

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I planned to say thank you

and I love you

and other

words

that

describe

my feelings for you

That had been stuck in my head all night

But I didn’t.

This isn’t about my ego

I remind myself

I shouldn’t say something

That I don’t really feel or

Something special

To someone who

wouldn’t

understand

or appreciate.

I listened to love songs last night

This moring, I’m drowning in sad, brokenhearted song

I’m not broken

Or I think so

But as soon as I close my eyes

I remember each time I cry

I'm sorry i was overslept last night

i should've wait for you

and say those things

i wanted to say

because

i can't stand

when you said "hi"

this morning

acting like this isn't a big deal

while, to be honest, it's actually a big deal for me

ps: I know my grammar sucks, but i'm having fun writing this down. it'll be sadder if i write this in bahasa.