Rolling with the Punches - 2023
Last I remember, I eagerly anticipated the upcoming year, excitedly planning my first concerts and looking forward to the possibilities. However, as the year draws to a close, I find myself alone in my room, the lights dim, my mind wandering, pondering the events that unfolded. This year has been a significant challenge, casting shadows on my perception of myself and triggering doubts about my capacity for growth. I've become increasingly skeptical, wondering if my achievements are merely a result of luck, which may not always be on my side. Looking back, my 20-year-ish living on this earth was full of eventful processes. Not necessarily ups and downs, but I felt like I was entering a new chapter that was not comparable with what happened prior. But this year, I don’t know if I really entered the “myth” of quarter-life crisis as many would say, or if I couldn’t help but compare myself these days, and I feel like the curve of achivement is drastic shows minus growth rather than sta
